How does it feel to be obese? 2nd example

Another sad blog entry written by a poor obese:

"This morning I came right into my office & before I even realized it, without grabbing my Slim Fast, I had eaten about 13 mini candy bars left over from Halloween. I mean, is it just that I have reached a point of no return?? I cannot seem to get my willpower together at all. I KNOW I am killing myself. I feel horrible. My lower back & knees aches so much from even walking through my house. I cannot even bend over to pick something up when I drop it with this stupid stomach in my way. And this morning, as I went to button my plus size 34/36 pants I had to fight to close them around me. Sometimes ai feel like such a failure. I took a c=good look at myself in the mirror last night - you know, that naked inspection we all do from time to time. I am not really even "me" anymore, but rather just a person covered from head to toe in rolls & rolls of fat. It hangs from almost every part of my body. Ive now noticed that most of shirts are getting to the point where they are shorter, because I am wider. I guess in the past my denail went so deep that I truly thought as long as they covered my stomach, no one knew how fat I was. I know, insanity at it's best. But now my stomach seems to be hanging below the bottom almost nearly all my shirts, & there is simply no hiding it at all. Look world, I'm FAT!

I feel like Im trapped inside my own body. I know this fat is killing me. My blood pressure is through the roof. But yet, I continue to eat non stop. There has to be a way out of this madness.
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- by Losin' It | http://gettingmyhealthback.blogspot.com/|

May this motivate all of us to just say no to obesity!

~~~ Yours in health, Heather. ~~~